I’m not the same soul I once was. A lot has changed. A lot had to change. So you shouldn’t expect out of me what I embodied in the past. For that part of me no longer exists.
PDA is hard for me because I’m a very sexual person. I don’t just “kiss”. Kissing is like a gateway drug that leads to other things. So unless the person wants their entire body to pulsate from licks to the neck and thigh-gripping in public, pecks on the cheek are their best and only option in the outside world.